I got the job at Onlineshoes...and somehow I'm a bit relieved - probably because it means I wouldn't have a $40,000+ loan hanging over my head, and a future of doubt/debt...I feel like I just let everyone around me down though...yet, I don't have the same regret - and I'm confused as to why not.? I guess a part of me wonders what SCHOOL in Paris would gain me - or if I would end up with the same kind of job as Onlineshoes - only with a sort of "I'm better than this!" attitude "I've studied in Paris". I don't know, I guess I just can't imagine the possibilities as well as I had hoped, especially with the extraneous amounts of needed money hanging above my head. I suppose I could contact the school again, and ask them what their alumni are doing now. But if they mention online catalogues...well, well.
Paris is still on the horizon though, I know it is. It has to be, for me to stay sane. Perhaps not for school though - maybe for something more prestigious or something less complicated - which ever way - it's where I'm headed.
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