Wednesday, June 27, 2007

new places, new life, new year

Well, as quickly as I move in, I'm already looking for a way out. I'm still trying to mull over exactly where, and how much I want to spend. But I'm trying to decide quickly, so that it might be done very, very soon. I need windows! I need structure! I need comfort again! it's just not working...
I have an interview on Tuesday with Sasquatch Books, which I hope will be successful(!) They are looking for a food photographer for a winery appetizer/entree book...right up my alley - I just hope my style is what they are looking for. I have no price in mind when it comes to this job...I would do it for free as far as I'm concerned. I just want to shoot a job, and start professionally.
Seattle Magazine is also looking for an intern, which I think would be an amazing opportunity! It's unpaid, and would probably be thankless work, but the chance to get my name in that industry would be fantastic!...I don't know, it's all becoming a little scary at the moment - knowing that soon I'm going to have to support myself with my photography, or with anything really...I just don't want to stray too far from what I have been working so hard to do.
And then there's the whole "issue" of wanting Paris under my feet ASAP! How do people do it? Where do they find the money, how does debt work exactly? I'm in a little, but not to the extent that you can be...I know I don't want to be...but it's intriguing when it comes to traveling the world - almost worth it really.
oh, and I turn 24 tomorrow.
How did that happen!?

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